Never Say Never ...or Forever

Wow, so many lessons learned during the month of Cancer, huh? I don't know about you, but the past 5 weeks for me have just been emotional wreckage. The Mercury Retrograde didn't help either! I broke up with my boyfriend, moved him out of my apartment, had to refurnish the holes that was left here, saw my father for the first time in over three years, visited my home town on my own terms for the first time and had my mother come stay with me in Los Angeles for a week.

I feel as though I have been pregnant and have finally given birth to this new version of myself that is still growing every day with my soul's nuturing. It's interesting that we are approaching the ancient Pagan holiday of Lughnasdah, which has a lot to do with rebirth. I had to go under water (Cancer is a water sign) for the past five weeks, really dive into the depths and find these parts of me. I held my breath for as long as I ever have and came up and onto shore baptised and ready for the warmth of the fire that Leo now has to offer us.

Through having to come to terms with the concept that Mikey might not be the person I spend the rest of my life with, I learned that words like "never" and "forever" are illusions. Truth is never that extreme, it's always in the in between. It's always about finding the gray area, isn't it? I think it's important to remember, as we go through our own personal rebirths, that it is always possible to slip back into old patterns. So many times, we want to change so much that we tell ourselves, "That was the OLD me! I'm not like that anymore. I could never be that person and never do those things again!" Well, that's ridiculous, of course we could. We always have darkness and light residing within us at once and the idea is to make them come together in such a way that a beautiful shade of gray is created. But to ignore that darkness, to say you will never go back, only makes it stronger. If you're just running from something, that doesn't mean it's no longer there. You have to confront it. Realize t's always there and make the conscious decision on a "one minute at a time" basis to illuminate your own God-like light into that darkness so that you can learn from it and grow from it. After all, it is there for a reason.

If you're going through a transformation into a new version of you right now, as many of us are, remember that when it comes to rebirth, you're always popping out twins.


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